14 Nov: studio

NOW WAIT FOR LAST YEAR
HEY, CALIFORNIA
FALL DOWN

Pete McDade – drums

We tracked the drums for these three songs.

“Now Wait for Last Year” has just been added back to the list of potential songs (and is close to having worked itself into the set list). It’s been around since Radiant City, when we did it as sort of a 4/4 dirge. Later I played it solo for a while as a 6/8 waltz kind of thing, having removed a verse. It’s now back to being 4/4, but the rhythm is much bouncier. I love the chord progression which is why it still lingers. I can easily say that this song has the most storied history of anything I’ve written.

As we were wrapping up this song I got a call to call my boss. Our parent company is shutting down our office, effective Friday. I have no job. Thankfully I’ve just paid Rob a sizable sum of money to finish the project, so at least it doesn’t affect me recording. So I try to pretend things are fine and we continue.

“Hey, California” just features the drums at the end of the song, which is all we recorded.

“Fall Down” took the longest. We worked it out as a sparse, sort of jazz-influenced thing, but it just didn’t seem to work very well, so we tried it with a more straightforward beat, and that seems to have done the trick. Pete’s playing with bundle sticks, and it gives it a nice fifties sort of feel.

More tomorrow…

7 Nov: studio

OVERTURE
me – vocals

HITCHCOCK BLONDE
me – vocals

It’s good to be back at this.

We have two days booked next week, as well. Last night we tracked vocals for both of these songs. The lead vocal on both was done in one take, something I’m beginning to take some pride in. Maybe that seems silly, but I don’t have anything to put it into perspective, I haven’t really seen anyone else during that part of recording, but I do get the impression that normally tracking vocals is a tedious process. But the backing vocals went fairly quickly, too; a few repeat passes at a couple of bits, just to try and pin down the harmony line we wanted to use, but overall they were one take.

I’ve been trying to find something to “hang” this particular report on, rather than just have it be a dry recitation of events. I mean, I could try to repeat the goofier stuff that goes on… mocking some Black Crowes song off the new record; the glory that is “BOX;” but these things would be harder to explain and probably not really very funny in the telling.

I’m finding that I can be too vague. And while I feel a little like an ex-friend who once said “do people REALLY think I’m the king of sarcasm?” with a straight face, I’m going to talk about it anyway. I’m mainly talking about me musically. I know my lyrics are vague, it comes from trying to convey a mood usually, more than a story, but also I’m so leery of being too obvious that I think I err on the side of being too obscure.

And it extends to other aspects, for example: the last CD was actually a complete story. I didn’t spell it out on the CD itself, though, either musically (because, again, I hate to beat anyone over the head with something in a song, I’d rather they have to dig it out) or in the design of the CD (because I didn’t want anyone to be turned off by thinking it was a “concept album.” dude.). I did spell it out on the website, but I didn’t go to any great pains to point anyone to that page. So, as a result, no one knows. Just today I had to point it out to someone who had noticed that there seemed to be an undercurrent running through the songs and asked me about it (and that’s something else, I try to make it clear that people can ask me questions about anything in my e-mails and on the site and on the message board, but they just refuse to be drawn out into asking. Or no one’s actually listening.).

For the record, if you’re on the site, click on the picture of the rabbit and you’ll find it.

So, clearly, I am overcompensating for my fear of being too obvious. Any suggestions? Because the current CD is just as much of a whole piece. Not the linear story that Slumberland was, but there is an overall story behind the CD, something working behind the scenes that plays itself out through the course of the record.

And just as another example, I can’t begin to explain how uncomfortable I am explaining all of this without being asked. I feel a bit presumptuous and egotistical in assuming anyone even cares. This could be the real reason I am so willing to field questions about it, it’s a reassurance that spending time mulling all of these things over isn’t a sign of my growing self-absorption.

This is what it’s like to have to live with me. Send your condolences to those who have to, won’t you?

2 Oct: studio

KING SHAM
me – vocals
Rob – guitar, bass
John Cerreta – organ
Pete McDade – drums

It’s October 2, 2001. I began this whole process on October 29, 2000.

It does bother me. Objectively I know it’s not as if I’ve actually spent a year on it… even apart from the lack of recording between April and September when we have been in studio it really only amounts to one or two days in a week, punctuated by a couple of weeks off. Hopefully, I’m going to be able to give him a lump sum within the month, and we’ll set aside a block of time to wrap it up. I can’t say enough about Rob and the fact that he has been so willing to work with me on doing this, given the frequency with which he’s actually getting paid by me.

All that said, we began work on song #7 of 11 last night. Pete came in last week and laid down the drum tracks. Last night with a scratch guitar track and the bass already done I did the vocals. One take with a couple of punch-ins, and then doubling it. I could already hear the backing vocals, which is always reassuring. There’s nothing worse than not hearing anything, like staring at empty paper with a deadline looming. Then Rob and John did the intro to the song, a kind of warbley (I love trying to type a word like that… like “wonky”) guitar and organ bit.

Basically things went really easily. I wasn’t absolutely crazy about the song, and I hardly ever play it acoustic. But when we rehearsed the band a couple of weeks ago I brought it out and the version we hashed out sounded great (and I had sort of known that it really was a band song). When I was doing the vocals last night the song wasn’t grabbing me much, I was thinking it might end up being a weak point, but as things fell into place it really started to sound great.

It’s hard at times to keep myself excited about the CD, just because the process has taken so long and has had so many long breaks of no activity. The CD is really meant to be a whole entity (what they euphemistically refer to as a “song cycle” instead on “concept” record, sort of like calling a comic book a “graphic novel,” it just serves to make you seem desperate to not sound uncool) so it’s hard to keep a grasp on it with so much time passing between songs. But I am eager to get it done and out, I want to have a SECOND CD… it’s hard to explain. It’s hard to keep saying that what I do during the day isn’t my real “job,” that what I am is a musician, when I look and only see one CD sitting there. I want development.

Don’t get me wrong. I feel good.